Sunday, February 21, 2010 '
Expectations? I think not.
Quoted from Shiqa and my conversation earlier today, "Everybody has expectations, it just depends on how high they are."
I mean, its not our faults we feel emotions like sad, angry, happy and what not, Tuhan yang menentukannye.
It shows how powerful Tuhan is.
I accept that.
Still, itu bukan salah Tuhan.
Itu salah aku, kenape aku marah2?
Aku should just chill.
So yeah.
Chill eh people.
Its not the end of the world, yet.
I mean, its not our faults we feel emotions like sad, angry, happy and what not, Tuhan yang menentukannye.
It shows how powerful Tuhan is.
I accept that.
Still, itu bukan salah Tuhan.
Itu salah aku, kenape aku marah2?
Aku should just chill.
So yeah.
Chill eh people.
Its not the end of the world, yet.
Monday, February 15, 2010 '
Pics for From then till now.
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From then till now.
UPDATE. Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. (:
It was so sweet when on 9 February, my peeps from 10A03 bought Joey & I presents and cake!!!
This is the FIRST time any friends of mine bought me cake to celebrate my birthday!
Like, for example, some people FORGOT my birthday.
Honestly eh, I don't even know if they FORGOT or COULDN'T CARE LESS.
Do you feel the pain when you put in tons of effort for someone's birthday but they end up completely forgetting about yours?
Yeah thats how I feel.
Nonetheless, it somehow doesn't bother me much, because I have friends who actually find it worth their time, money and efforts worth it to celebrate my birthday.
I actually feel cared for.
Even though I met 10A03 for like less than a month, I feel like I've known them for a long time.
Even my best friend turned boyfriend turned ex-boyfriend turned enemy turned friends again wished me! God! Thank you R!
You know what!!!
I love JJC Orientation Camp!
It was extremely fun!
I love my OGLS, Sharifah & PC!
The camp was fun.
I can't describe it or rather I'm lazy to do so, but it will always remain in my memories.
What else?
Oh and! My class boys are damn sweet!
They bought all the girls roses to celebrate V'day! Sweet!
12 February I went out with Zhi Cheng, Shira, Shu, Hilmi and saw Diana, Aziziah, Huda, Farah and Umirah.
We watched -I Hate V'day-.
13 February I watched -V'day- with Shiqah and Bibi.
I love Taylor Luatner and Taylor Swift!!!
I also went SWENSENS with family!!!
(The guy working there named Fauzi recognised me as the girl who worked at F&O before! xD)
What else?
Hmm... This is today.
Oh on 14 February,
I spent my day with Farhan, Haikal, Istaman and Syed.
I listened to them play guitar and sing (xD).
We then had dinner at kfc.
After go near gekpo blocks where we sat around.
Haikal hurried home to pay for pizza. Haha.
Had fuuuuuun.
Kay lor that is all.
Will try to update regularly.
Loves! (:
It was so sweet when on 9 February, my peeps from 10A03 bought Joey & I presents and cake!!!
This is the FIRST time any friends of mine bought me cake to celebrate my birthday!
Like, for example, some people FORGOT my birthday.
Honestly eh, I don't even know if they FORGOT or COULDN'T CARE LESS.
Do you feel the pain when you put in tons of effort for someone's birthday but they end up completely forgetting about yours?
Yeah thats how I feel.
Nonetheless, it somehow doesn't bother me much, because I have friends who actually find it worth their time, money and efforts worth it to celebrate my birthday.
I actually feel cared for.
Even though I met 10A03 for like less than a month, I feel like I've known them for a long time.
Even my best friend turned boyfriend turned ex-boyfriend turned enemy turned friends again wished me! God! Thank you R!
You know what!!!
I love JJC Orientation Camp!
It was extremely fun!
I love my OGLS, Sharifah & PC!
The camp was fun.
I can't describe it or rather I'm lazy to do so, but it will always remain in my memories.
What else?
Oh and! My class boys are damn sweet!
They bought all the girls roses to celebrate V'day! Sweet!
12 February I went out with Zhi Cheng, Shira, Shu, Hilmi and saw Diana, Aziziah, Huda, Farah and Umirah.
We watched -I Hate V'day-.
13 February I watched -V'day- with Shiqah and Bibi.
I love Taylor Luatner and Taylor Swift!!!
I also went SWENSENS with family!!!
(The guy working there named Fauzi recognised me as the girl who worked at F&O before! xD)
What else?
Hmm... This is today.
Oh on 14 February,
I spent my day with Farhan, Haikal, Istaman and Syed.
I listened to them play guitar and sing (xD).
We then had dinner at kfc.
After go near gekpo blocks where we sat around.
Haikal hurried home to pay for pizza. Haha.
Had fuuuuuun.
Kay lor that is all.
Will try to update regularly.
Loves! (:
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 '
In Front Of You
In front of you,
I act silly
and afraid.
In front of you,
I stutter
and can't speak straight.
In front of you,
I learnt patience
and feel great.
Only with you,
do I feel shy
and happy.
It is with you,
I learnt what is love
and feeling angry.
When I'm with you,
I feel sad
and crazy.
Because in you,
I've fallen madly
and deeply.
(Without you,
I feel lonely and empty.
But without you,
is how my life should be.)
IHY but IMY too. :/
I act silly
and afraid.
In front of you,
I stutter
and can't speak straight.
In front of you,
I learnt patience
and feel great.
Only with you,
do I feel shy
and happy.
It is with you,
I learnt what is love
and feeling angry.
When I'm with you,
I feel sad
and crazy.
Because in you,
I've fallen madly
and deeply.
(Without you,
I feel lonely and empty.
But without you,
is how my life should be.)
IHY but IMY too. :/
Labels: I Learnt From You.
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:D
I Need Time.
Lots Of Time.
Time Please!
Lots Of Time.
Time Please!
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Ehq, Hi.
Hihihihi!
Idk why, but I feel like others have such wonderful lives but not me!
How come ah?
I see people they have perfect face, perfect body, perfect hair, perfect skin, perfect smile, perfect personality that blends well with others, but I'm very imperfect.
I don't fit into any categories.
Basically, I feel like an outcast. :(
Today I missed school because I overslept. Sad oi.
Tomorrow will wake up early as possible.
Idk why, but I feel like others have such wonderful lives but not me!
How come ah?
I see people they have perfect face, perfect body, perfect hair, perfect skin, perfect smile, perfect personality that blends well with others, but I'm very imperfect.
I don't fit into any categories.
Basically, I feel like an outcast. :(
Today I missed school because I overslept. Sad oi.
Tomorrow will wake up early as possible.
Labels: I want to know what love is.
Monday, February 1, 2010 '
i'm BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello hello!
I'm finally back to do some blogging.
I won't be very active though.
Well, what do you expect, I'm lazy.
Ok so, to update my O Level results which was the top priority in my life.
Results:
English - A1
Literature in English (Pure Lit) - A1
Malay - A1
Science (Chemistry/Biology) - A1
Combined Humanities - B3
Art - B4
Mathematics - C6
L1R4 : 10
L1R5 : 13-2 = 11
I know if you first saw the upper part you'll be like, WOW THIS GIRL IS AMAZING!, but SADLY, my maths was a total bummer.
C6 leh for goodness sake.
I could've gotten better results if not for maths.
Plus, my combined humans I thought I could at least managae an A2, but I'm really disappointed lah.
What about Art? I wasted my time the whole of sec 4 year to score a mere B4. Tsk3.
Still, I'm quite pleased lah.
I managed into JC.
JJC. Jurong Junior College.
I'm happy but not too sure if I can handle the stress!
Already next year I have my A levels. Die.
People in my school said I don't look like JC student but more like Poly student.
Maybe I don't look clever or smart enought Pathetic me huh? -_-
I've started school whule my friends are working or relaxing. :/
Just hope I do well.
Oh well, resolutions for 2010 :
1) GET THEM BOTH OUT OF MY LIFE.
2) Start a new life.
3) Be happy because being miserable... Well, nobody cares for me much anyway, so might as well be happy!
4) Pass and do well in JC and be very prepared for A levels.
5) Be true to myself and face the world confidently.
I miss my friends !!!!!!!!!!!
I kinda miss secondary school life !!!!!!!!!!!
I'm quite lonely in JC!
Everybody has their own cliques.
I'm stuck.
I do have new friends, but I'm still lonely.
:(
Nvm, having camp soon and allocation of my class will be decided.
Hope I have good new friends!
Peace!
I'm finally back to do some blogging.
I won't be very active though.
Well, what do you expect, I'm lazy.
Ok so, to update my O Level results which was the top priority in my life.
Results:
English - A1
Literature in English (Pure Lit) - A1
Malay - A1
Science (Chemistry/Biology) - A1
Combined Humanities - B3
Art - B4
Mathematics - C6
L1R4 : 10
L1R5 : 13-2 = 11
I know if you first saw the upper part you'll be like, WOW THIS GIRL IS AMAZING!, but SADLY, my maths was a total bummer.
C6 leh for goodness sake.
I could've gotten better results if not for maths.
Plus, my combined humans I thought I could at least managae an A2, but I'm really disappointed lah.
What about Art? I wasted my time the whole of sec 4 year to score a mere B4. Tsk3.
Still, I'm quite pleased lah.
I managed into JC.
JJC. Jurong Junior College.
I'm happy but not too sure if I can handle the stress!
Already next year I have my A levels. Die.
People in my school said I don't look like JC student but more like Poly student.
Maybe I don't look clever or smart enought Pathetic me huh? -_-
I've started school whule my friends are working or relaxing. :/
Just hope I do well.
Oh well, resolutions for 2010 :
1) GET THEM BOTH OUT OF MY LIFE.
2) Start a new life.
3) Be happy because being miserable... Well, nobody cares for me much anyway, so might as well be happy!
4) Pass and do well in JC and be very prepared for A levels.
5) Be true to myself and face the world confidently.
I miss my friends !!!!!!!!!!!
I kinda miss secondary school life !!!!!!!!!!!
I'm quite lonely in JC!
Everybody has their own cliques.
I'm stuck.
I do have new friends, but I'm still lonely.
:(
Nvm, having camp soon and allocation of my class will be decided.
Hope I have good new friends!
Peace!
Saturday, November 14, 2009 '
12/9/09 & 13/9/09
12/9/09 :
I went to school for art interview yang merepek lah sangat2.
I went to school for art interview yang merepek lah sangat2.
Then I go makan shiok with Mummy and ate nasi ayam penyet.
After that I went to meet Zhi Cheng and Darius together with Bibi.
Double date katekan.
Hohoho!
It was sooo much fun watching Jennifer's Body.
Me & Bibi covered our faces with jacket.
Zhi Cheng seems excited.
Darius... Well, he seems to go to the toilet often.
Haha.
We took pictures and walked2.
On the way home we terserempak with Daniaty, Amalina and Irni.
In the mrt, I was talking with Darius.
Talked about k-box and wild2 wet and Japan and China which was kinda random. Haha!
Me: Darius, if go k-box, go in small groups or with alot of people better?
Darius: In small groups better. If not we get to sing a little. Why? You want ask your friends?
Me: Haha no..
Darius: You got alot of friends right.. Anytime call they can come from Jurong to Changi.
xDDD
Jalan2 with Bibi at Jp and went home.
Chatted on the phone with Kiki and Shiqah till 4am!!! xD
13/9/09:
Today, I changed my hairstyle :/
The place was sh*t and made my hair not nice.
My mom said it wasn't worth it as there isn't much difference.
Disappointed!!!
Grad night how??? :'(
My plans are all in ruins.
Damn sad.
Went to the national library to... take pics... Aha!
Then went to the bugis whats the mall called.
Jalan2 to look at dresses all.
Took pictures.
I got pics with Pikachu! xDDD
Made way to SP for Kaleidorama.
Watched performances.
Saw cute guys. (Oh you know who!)
O-m-g!!!
The most happiest moment that day was when...
Jengjengjeng...
Tak leh bilang! ;P
But I got nice pics!!!
I miss my classmates all!
Some were there and I sat with them.
Kecoh uh time the performances.
Kiki and I sing Doraemon song.Huhuhu.
Mr Namdi cute uhh.
xD
Ate at KFC and went home.
Nabeh punye irritating bapak.
Bising!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mcm puki!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sebab tu aku benci die!!!!!!!!!!!
Irrits siol!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ruin my mood over trivial matter.
Benci benci benci!!!!!!!!!!
I hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!
K tu saje. (Tenga bad mood ni.)
Guys, want picutres, inform me to be online at MSN or something so I can send you.
Easier. Banyak nah lah nk upload. Malas :/
Labels: O level is over.
Thursday, November 12, 2009 '
!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh My Gosh!
I'm soooo happy!
Becauseeeeeeeeeeee...
O LEVEL HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED.
However!
I'm still heartbroken.
& I tell you people,
there is no way my heart can heal.
Not at this rate,
not when I keep listening to f*cking sad songs just to reminince about my f*cking life.
Anw ytd went swimming!
Gerek luh sangat2.
But I can't swim -_-!
So I just walked around in the water. ;D
Last day of school ):
Means I can never see him ever again.
I almost cried.
Haish.
Oh, I hate that I love you so.
What I wish for...
-Pass O lvl with flying colours so I can get to media & communication.
If cannot, then I will find for other alternatives.
-Be taller.
-Have nobody hate me.
-Have many friends.
-That he & I will not be nemesis any longer.
-Safety & happiness of family.
Woots!
Insya'Allah ni sume dikabulkan ehh.
Ytd slept at 4am. -_-!
Met SMS at 7-11 near my house.
He said his friend thought I was 18.
Wow! But SMS say he think I look young. Haha!
I chatchatchat with Mann, Kiki, Eka& Shiqah.
Kite giler oii.
Tapi best!
Ytd!!!
Kene screen.
Polisi mrepek lah.
Nothing better to do. -_-!
It was my first time.
I feel exposed to the real world.
Lol. -_-!
Today Mdm Sim Siok Siok force me to come for some silly f*cking Art interview.
Its stupid.
That time tak jadi.
Waste my f*cking time where I could've used to study.
F*ck it lah.
Now I'm off to school. -_-!
I hate it cause I'm supposed to be sleeping till 2pm!!!
I think later I will be going out with my Brother, Bibi & D!
Maybe lah.
Ain't sure about it.
Well, see how.
Tatata!
I'm soooo happy!
Becauseeeeeeeeeeee...
O LEVEL HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED.
However!
I'm still heartbroken.
& I tell you people,
there is no way my heart can heal.
Not at this rate,
not when I keep listening to f*cking sad songs just to reminince about my f*cking life.
Anw ytd went swimming!
Gerek luh sangat2.
But I can't swim -_-!
So I just walked around in the water. ;D
Last day of school ):
Means I can never see him ever again.
I almost cried.
Haish.
Oh, I hate that I love you so.
What I wish for...
-Pass O lvl with flying colours so I can get to media & communication.
If cannot, then I will find for other alternatives.
-Be taller.
-Have nobody hate me.
-Have many friends.
-That he & I will not be nemesis any longer.
-Safety & happiness of family.
Woots!
Insya'Allah ni sume dikabulkan ehh.
Ytd slept at 4am. -_-!
Met SMS at 7-11 near my house.
He said his friend thought I was 18.
Wow! But SMS say he think I look young. Haha!
I chatchatchat with Mann, Kiki, Eka& Shiqah.
Kite giler oii.
Tapi best!
Ytd!!!
Kene screen.
Polisi mrepek lah.
Nothing better to do. -_-!
It was my first time.
I feel exposed to the real world.
Lol. -_-!
Today Mdm Sim Siok Siok force me to come for some silly f*cking Art interview.
Its stupid.
That time tak jadi.
Waste my f*cking time where I could've used to study.
F*ck it lah.
Now I'm off to school. -_-!
I hate it cause I'm supposed to be sleeping till 2pm!!!
I think later I will be going out with my Brother, Bibi & D!
Maybe lah.
Ain't sure about it.
Well, see how.
Tatata!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 '
Latest.
Heyheyhey!!!
O levels have officially started.
It started off in a bad way.
I was badly broken, I had lots on my mind, I didn't prepare enough.
Yeah, all that.
English and Maths I don't know what to say laaa.
There's nothing.
I can't predict.
I have a feeling I did badly.
Haish.
You know...
No matter what people say, I don't hate HIM!
I still love him!
I just can't hate him.
He means so much to me.
Haish.
Confirm he hates me.
That, I know.
Well, I can only hope he's ok...
O levels have officially started.
It started off in a bad way.
I was badly broken, I had lots on my mind, I didn't prepare enough.
Yeah, all that.
English and Maths I don't know what to say laaa.
There's nothing.
I can't predict.
I have a feeling I did badly.
Haish.
You know...
No matter what people say, I don't hate HIM!
I still love him!
I just can't hate him.
He means so much to me.
Haish.
Confirm he hates me.
That, I know.
Well, I can only hope he's ok...
Labels: I'm an idiot.
Friday, October 23, 2009 '
Friiiiiiiday~
Heeeeey!
Today is Friday! Supposed to have no school, but Art students confirm have extra class.
I did art. Came in and was frustrated.
Apparently someone just can't seem to stop bothering me.
Ugh I'm getting to annoyed that love is turning to hatred.
You know I saw this quote somewhere:
"The opposite of love isn't hate, its indifference. If you hate someone, it means you still care."
Well, not all quotes are true right?
Depends on the situation la.
Anyway, I went to the library with Sheela and met Shazana for a while.
Talk3.
She say got KK!
But I didn't see him! Alaaaaa!
I then saw Wani and talked to her.
Wow, I got news that I'd never thought I'd hear.
So, who scrap who?
This is what happens if you don't get your information right.
You say this and that, in the end kan malu sendiri.
Today tuition was sooooooooooooooooo fun!
We talked2!
The class was having conversation about leaving school was a sad thing, then...
Saienah: Haiz, I just broke up. So sad.
Guo Wei: Oh you mean the guy you skipped tuition for just to have dinner with him?
Saienah: Eh how you know? Who told you? Karthik? Pinxuan? Ming Jian?
In the end sape, Bibi lupenye!
Guo Wei: You broke up with him for me right?
Saienah: Yeah I sacrificed him for you you know!
When everyone was there.
Guo Wei: Hey guys Saienah left her boyfriend for me.
Ming Jian: *Chinese word*
Saienah: What he say?
Guo Wei: He said you stupid.
Saienah: What!? Why?
Ming Jian: No lah where I got say.
Saienah: Pinxuan what he say?
Pinxuan: Yah he say you stupid.
Lol. Argue2 somemore.
In the end, we talked more than we studied.
Tuition is more like a social area instead of revising.
Crazy!!!
Hitler all come out.
Suddenly talk about Venice lah, longshore drift lah.
Haha.
Remember guys! Next week our very last lesson!
Wear nice2 and take pics kay!
Hahaha kay thats all.
Today is Friday! Supposed to have no school, but Art students confirm have extra class.
I did art. Came in and was frustrated.
Apparently someone just can't seem to stop bothering me.
Ugh I'm getting to annoyed that love is turning to hatred.
You know I saw this quote somewhere:
"The opposite of love isn't hate, its indifference. If you hate someone, it means you still care."
Well, not all quotes are true right?
Depends on the situation la.
Anyway, I went to the library with Sheela and met Shazana for a while.
Talk3.
She say got KK!
But I didn't see him! Alaaaaa!
I then saw Wani and talked to her.
Wow, I got news that I'd never thought I'd hear.
So, who scrap who?
This is what happens if you don't get your information right.
You say this and that, in the end kan malu sendiri.
Today tuition was sooooooooooooooooo fun!
We talked2!
The class was having conversation about leaving school was a sad thing, then...
Saienah: Haiz, I just broke up. So sad.
Guo Wei: Oh you mean the guy you skipped tuition for just to have dinner with him?
Saienah: Eh how you know? Who told you? Karthik? Pinxuan? Ming Jian?
In the end sape, Bibi lupenye!
Guo Wei: You broke up with him for me right?
Saienah: Yeah I sacrificed him for you you know!
When everyone was there.
Guo Wei: Hey guys Saienah left her boyfriend for me.
Ming Jian: *Chinese word*
Saienah: What he say?
Guo Wei: He said you stupid.
Saienah: What!? Why?
Ming Jian: No lah where I got say.
Saienah: Pinxuan what he say?
Pinxuan: Yah he say you stupid.
Lol. Argue2 somemore.
In the end, we talked more than we studied.
Tuition is more like a social area instead of revising.
Crazy!!!
Hitler all come out.
Suddenly talk about Venice lah, longshore drift lah.
Haha.
Remember guys! Next week our very last lesson!
Wear nice2 and take pics kay!
Hahaha kay thats all.
Labels: On with life.
Thursday, October 22, 2009 '
BOO is a busybody!
ALLAH knows who's right and who's wrong, he knows who's to blame and who's not.
With all that said, I'm not afraid to live life to the fullest, because I don't insult to the extreme and I just be patient.
So we'll see ehh.
He says he's free.
Right now I know he's waiting to see me suffer.
Cruel sia.
I didn't say any more because I still remembered we were friends.
He asked me before, " Do you think we're better off as friends or in a relationship?"
I said, "Anything that won't affect our friendship."
What now?
Haish...
How can someone be so cruel???
Boo me some more.
I know la you were not even sad its over.
I know you're happy.
You know I'm not.
So why don't you just leave me alone you effin' cocky S-hole!!!
With all that said, I'm not afraid to live life to the fullest, because I don't insult to the extreme and I just be patient.
So we'll see ehh.
He says he's free.
Right now I know he's waiting to see me suffer.
Cruel sia.
I didn't say any more because I still remembered we were friends.
He asked me before, " Do you think we're better off as friends or in a relationship?"
I said, "Anything that won't affect our friendship."
What now?
Haish...
How can someone be so cruel???
Boo me some more.
I know la you were not even sad its over.
I know you're happy.
You know I'm not.
So why don't you just leave me alone you effin' cocky S-hole!!!
Labels: "Y u nvr cm sch?" "Is is becoz of me..." "Y u cry jus nw?"
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O lvls, Heartbreaks.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH.
O level so damn hard man!!!
Why must practical kill me all the time???
Actually before the exam, I was sad again!!!
I just can't get those cruel words out of my head.
Its killing me you know.
But then, my undiscovered, unaware and unforgotten HERO came by.
Just the sight of him can make me go ULALA~
It made me so motivated to do well.
Then Atiqah Cine pun baik sangat2.
Maybe she noticed me at the front all lonely so she suddenly hugged me from the back.
She's nice eh.
Nice, pretty and smart some more.
Definitely not boring as me I'll bet.
She consoled me when I was sad, and cheered me up.
So caring. Thanks eh Atiqah!!!
Really appreciate her help.
Wah maybe she can be my new idol.
Haha. (:
Hmmmm.
I have this song... Tak abes2 ehk, tapi best luh to express my feelings through songs.
If only I can say to him, "Hey, this song is dedicated to you. Try understand me."
If only that was even possible without him laughing at me as his ego rises sky high...
Ego, why does it exist?
Ego, its just plain sickening.
I have an ego too, but not that much. Lol.
Kk on with the song for today.
Here is................................ "Kisah Tak Sempurna" by Samsons!!!
aku memang tak berhati besar
utk memahami hatimu di sana
aku memang tak berlapang dada
utk menyedari
kau bukan milikku lagi
dengar-dengar kataku
aku akan bertahan
sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna 'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna
utk kita kenang
andai aku dapat merelakan
setiap kepingan ukiran kenangan indah
andai aku sanggup menjalani
setiap detik dan waktu mendatang dan
oo dengar-dengar kataku
aku akan bertahan sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna 'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita kenang
dengar-dengar kataku aku akan bertahan
sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku yang tak sempurna
'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita kenang
kisah yang tak sempurna untuk kita kenang
Haha korang mesti meluat ehh, tak habis2 pasal orang sama.
Well, cintaku bertahan lama.
Will get over is ASAP.
But hey, its my blog so whatever.
Tata.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH.
O level so damn hard man!!!
Why must practical kill me all the time???
Actually before the exam, I was sad again!!!
I just can't get those cruel words out of my head.
Its killing me you know.
But then, my undiscovered, unaware and unforgotten HERO came by.
Just the sight of him can make me go ULALA~
It made me so motivated to do well.
Then Atiqah Cine pun baik sangat2.
Maybe she noticed me at the front all lonely so she suddenly hugged me from the back.
She's nice eh.
Nice, pretty and smart some more.
Definitely not boring as me I'll bet.
She consoled me when I was sad, and cheered me up.
So caring. Thanks eh Atiqah!!!
Really appreciate her help.
Wah maybe she can be my new idol.
Haha. (:
Hmmmm.
I have this song... Tak abes2 ehk, tapi best luh to express my feelings through songs.
If only I can say to him, "Hey, this song is dedicated to you. Try understand me."
If only that was even possible without him laughing at me as his ego rises sky high...
Ego, why does it exist?
Ego, its just plain sickening.
I have an ego too, but not that much. Lol.
Kk on with the song for today.
Here is................................ "Kisah Tak Sempurna" by Samsons!!!
aku memang tak berhati besar
utk memahami hatimu di sana
aku memang tak berlapang dada
utk menyedari
kau bukan milikku lagi
dengar-dengar kataku
aku akan bertahan
sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna 'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna
utk kita kenang
andai aku dapat merelakan
setiap kepingan ukiran kenangan indah
andai aku sanggup menjalani
setiap detik dan waktu mendatang dan
oo dengar-dengar kataku
aku akan bertahan sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna 'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita kenang
dengar-dengar kataku aku akan bertahan
sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku yang tak sempurna
'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita kenang
kisah yang tak sempurna untuk kita kenang
Haha korang mesti meluat ehh, tak habis2 pasal orang sama.
Well, cintaku bertahan lama.
Will get over is ASAP.
But hey, its my blog so whatever.
Tata.
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